A LETTER TO MY BIGBRO

Bigbro ko,

It's been more than 2 years now..your lilsis misses you a lot.Your love, your warm embrace, your assurance that you will always be there for me no matter what(truly you have kept your promise before daddy died). I miss our talks... our bonding.

Last night I was chatting with bgest bro and mama. We talked bout anything and eveything under the sun and when you became the subject of our topic, everything flashed back. How I wish I can just linger on the happy mem'ries that we had. But you know what? I can still remember vividly what happened days before you left us.The pain is still so fresh. It was so hard to keep the tears from falling. I didn't want mama to see me cry, I didn't want her to see a single tear drop fall from my eyes. I pretended that I was okay but deep down inside I was hurting so bad.

It was only last night that I have learned from bgestbro that few hours before you left, you were looking for me, but I was in the chapel. I was crying so hard, begging God to please spare you from death..But then my plans are not God's plans, nor my thoughts His thoughts. He must have heard my prayers and He gave the best answer to it. I love you so much bigbro ko..

lil sis

(From the day bigbro left, until today, my heart still speaks about this song's lyrics)

NEVER SAID GOODBYE

Travelling down the road
Passing the signs that used to be
I remember you and me
The road that leads me home
Is it too far for me to find
The days we left behind
Then the day you left me
It took me by surprise
Do you really love me
Still see it in your eyes
Refrain:
(But) you never said goodbye
You never heard my cry
The day you lefr my side
'Coz you never said goodbye
I live my life alone
Wondering what went wrong
You're trapped inside my mind
You never said goodbye
May be I was wrong
To think that we could ever be
Was it enough for you and me
We could have it all
It's not too late to realize
The way we feel inside
Then the day you left me
Took me by surprise
I know you really love me
I can see it when you cry
Refrain:
(But) you never said goodbye
You never heard my cry
The day you lefr my side
'Coz you never said goodbye
Adlib:
Refrain:
(But) you never said goodbye
You never heard my cry
The day you lefr my side
'Coz you never said goodbye
(But) you never said goodbye
You never heard my cry
The day you left my side
'Coz you never said goodbye